My friends, I think the time is nearing for me to end this tale. I've continued it long past the fulfillment of its purpose, and I'm in a place now where I feel like I need to leave Miss A behind. She helped me rally when I was down and helped me deal with the rough stuff. I've come out of it feeling better for the wear. I still don't totally know who I am, but I think that's okay. I haven't fully self-actualized but I'm on the right road. I used to feel like I was underwater, struggling to come up for air, but now I feel like I'm swimming along with the current, aware of where I'm going and able to redirect if I start heading in the wrong direction.
So thank you guys for listening when I felt like no one was there for me. Thanks for putting up with my continual need to impress myself and others. Thanks for playing along while I figured out some of that big stuff and for giggling along with me at the little stuff.
I'm still planning on making a presence for myself online, but I'm still trying to focus that and figure it out.
On October 4, as an early birthday gift to myself, I'm taking a class to help me focus, which hopefully will be great. So I'm gonna leave Miss A up until at least then. Maybe I won't post anything, maybe I will. I hate big tearful goodbyes though and it's not really my style to give them unless it's some kind of lip service, so there you have it. I'll see y'all around!
xoxo,
kyle the girl
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