I am indeed feeling much better today. It felt good to write out some of the stuff that's been bothering me. The old 'blowing off steam' metaphor is really accurate, 'cause there was a pressure building inside me that just isn't quite as bad now that I've let it out. I used to do that a lot more with my blog, but now that so many people I know read it I kinda feel like I have to keep my cheery facade here just as much as anywhere else. I think maybe it's better for me if I don't though.
Anyway, I woke up today refreshed and encouraged, so I decided to start my day right. Today I would find some meaning. I like efficiency, so I searched on the Internet for meaning! I went online and read my horoscope! Here, dear reader, is what I found:
"The process of meeting, falling in love and staying together can seem insurmountably complicated. However, it's really just a chain of tiny and very easily accomplished steps. Start small."
Really, Internet astrologer? Of all the ish that's going on in my world you picked love as the thing I ought to deal with today?
(Also, it sounds suspiciously plagiarized.)
At least the 'start small' business is something I can take away. I got all shouty, shook my little fists in the air and cried like a little brat, now it's time to start moving forward on my journey again. I mean, at its core, isn't everything really just a chain of tiny and very easily accomplished steps? Starting small isn't really my style, but since lately I can't seem to muster up the courage or energy for drastic measures like shooting myself out of a cannon, I guess small is a pretty good way to start.
kyle the girl
(on iPhone)
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