So you know I don't like defining things, right? We've been over that? And I told you I'm finally starting to trust you. I'm still kind of terrified that you'll leave me after I make myself vulnerable in any way since, you know, that's kind of what men do to me usually. But you seem somehow different. Maybe it's wishful thinking, but I'm trying to stay positive. So I'm gonna just assume you are. Different, I mean.
So anyway, I don't want to define things because that leads to expectations and I'm trying to avoid any of those on either side. Because frankly I'm still talking to other people. And I'm sort of assuming you are too. In this way I won't get hurt whether you are or not. I'm not sleeping with anyone else; I kind of think that would be irresponsible and a little whorish. I feel like my emotions are clouded enough without bringing multiple suitors into the mix.
But the point is that I'm starting to trust you. I'm beginning to think maybe you and I have the makings of something good.
That is all.
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