If I am feeling disappointed because he said "let's touch base Sunday" and then he didn't, is that on me for not saying I am feeling insecure about having initiated all of our contact lately and that I want him to be the one to reach out?
Do I read too much online dating advice trying to figure out how to date like an actual adult?
Anyway, I feel disappointed. I fear that my inauthentic lying garbage behavior has put me in this precarious position. He's been distant ever since that night when I lied to him about the aliens. (Sidebar on that - my friend said "Of course he believes in aliens. He's a comic book writer." and that realization made me enjoy that he believes in aliens.)
Miguel wants me to be safe, so Miguel said I should wait for him to come to me. So I guess I'm spending Halloween with Miguel and Marina and not with Chris...but on the bright side, I'll be with Miguel and Marina, and I am 100% confident they love me just the way I am, and Miguel is such a good friend that I have somehow moved beyond any need to lie to him!
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